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Have been getting the drawing bug recently Finished a piece earlier this year and have decided to pump out another just before Christmas. Time is a factor for this one however. I must get it completed, ready for Christmas. Have been dabbling with photography as of late. Nothing too crazy. Just taking photos of stuff I like. My cars for instance. When it comes to art I'm fairly selfish with my subjects. Take photos of things I like. Only draw what I like. I guess that's what it's like when it's only a hobby though. Doing it all for myself. May as well be what I want. Stay posted for my Christmas gift shot. Should be good.

It's been over a year since a did a journal. What's been happening? Nothing...really. Got a job, got a gf, got my shit together, did a little bit of art, and a lot less gaming. You know, it's alright actually. One thing bugs me though, why am i still not drawing so much? Probably the lack of time now, and a little bit of motivation, but i have to get back to it, i don't want to lose that desire and that thing that makes me strive for excellence. One day, one day.

So....like wth I haven't drawn anything in ages and i dunno why, i'm just finding better things to fill my day with. I'm now scared of drawing or something, i'm not quite sure what it is. All i really know is that my life is so fucked up right now and i just keep disappointing myself over and over again. So yeah gotta get up in 3 hours cause my flatmates gf has to go drop their car off to get fixed or some shit and i have to go in my car so i can give her a ride back. Wait... why am i doing this? Because i'm nice and don't mind helping them out. Wait... why the fuck am i not asleep? Because i'm simply retarded. I was out the welfare place